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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: seasidehearts Location: Gender: Female Interests: warm weather, the ocean, kingdom hearts, cosplaying, theatre. Expertise: video editing/sound design Occupation: college student Message: message me Member Since: 12/22/2010

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Wednesday, March 02, 2011

it's our last chance to share the stage before we go our seperate ways

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.
1. do you think you can get through this?
Yep.
2. are you on your period?
Not currently, but next week. But I'm going to skip it since I'll be at the beach.
3. do you get cramps?
I've gotten them more since I started taking birth control.
4. have you had sex in the last month?
yeah.
5. who did you lose your virginity to?
Kurt.
6. what's something you would change about yourself?
I could lose 3 to 4 pounds or so.
7. what's something you really like about yourself?
my sarcastic yet, happy-go-lucky, bubbly, personality :D<--that's me pretty much, too.
8. ever watched gay/lesbian porn?
I haven't even watched hetero porn.
9. do you like answering personal questions?
don't really care?
10. are you cool with talking about sex?
I'll say whatever on the internet but it's awkward for me to talk about it out loud lol.
11. what's your favorite break-up song?
...none?
12. what's your favorite love song?
I don't know.. so many.
14. ever cheated on a boyfriend?
No.
14. ever kissed someone of the same sex?
No.
15. ever done something more than kissing with the same sex?
No.
15. do you lie ALL THE TIME?
No. lol I really hate it when Kurt says I'm lying cuz I didn't remember something right...
17. do your parents even know what you're really like?
Yeah
18. ever smoked pot?
no
19. what about a cigarette?
noo, i don't want to get lung cancer & have yellow teeth.<--that will happen from enough pot too.
20. ever done any drugs other than pot? which ones?
no.
21. any one-night stands?
nah. I need emotional attachment and commitment to even think about. Thats why I hate when people are like OMG I want to have sex with this random celebrity.
22. do you masturbate?
I did when I was in a LDR. Now that we live together, I haven't really needed to. I only have once.
23. what's the last thing you cried about?
arguement.
24. for or against gay marriage? explain.
For. I don't see why it's even called gay marriage, it's just marriage. Two people love each other, they have the right to get married no matter what their sex, it doesn't fucking matter. Marriage is Marriage, its about commitment towards another person. <--- agreed.
25. for or against abortion? explain.
I am such a weird hypocrite about this... I feel like the older and more likely to get pregnant the more afraid I get and the more it seems like an okay option at least supersupersuper early
26. do you know anyone with homosexual parents?
used to but he moved.
27. when you party, are you the type that dances on tables?
I don't party.
29. do you wish your boobs were smaller or bigger or are you okay with your size?
they're pretty decent.
30. ever been called a slut?
Just by Kurt who doesn't really mean it.
31. what about a bitch?
No.
31. ever said anything racist and meant it?
i'm not even 100% white so i can't be "racist"<--LOL being white has nothing to do with it...
33. ever gotten paid for doing something sexual?
no.
34. ever played spin the bottle?
No
35. what about seven minutes in heaven?
No.
36. if you've played spin the bottle, who did you enjoy kissing the most?
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37. if you've played seven minutes in heaven, what'd you do for seven minutes?
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38. are you into humping inanimate objects?
No.
39. do you like breaking hearts?
No.
40. do you constantly crave attention?
I hate attention unless I'm cosplaying.

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do you remember me? Lost for so long...

1. If your life was made into a movie, who would you want to play you? Who would you like to play your love interest? Which actors would you like to have supporting roles? Who would you like to direct the film? What artists would you like on the soundtrack?
I think Emma Watson should play me cuz I love her short hair and her in general XD and it makes me miss my pixie cut. I don't know for love interest lol. Everyone says my boyfriend looks like Tom Cruise but he's way too old now to play a teenager. Idk about director and I'd be the sound designer for my own movie sooo I'd thrown in a little bit of everything. Mostly 90s rock, John Mayer & Colbie Caillat, I think.

2. Have you ever considered writing a book? If so, what about?
Yeah. I've finished Shattered Dreams (in fanfiction version, but I have to rewrite it into the original idea I have) and I'm working on the sequel right now (almost done) but then I have to re-write that as well. I also think a book about my life would be interesting as well lol but we'll see how that goes.

3. Would you consider yourself good at applying makeup?
no =[ and it saddens me.

4. What is your favorite movie that came out within the last year?
Inception or Toy Story 3 lol. Probably Toy Story 3 cuz of the nostalgia.

5. What song, album, or musical artist are you currently obsessed with or addicted to?
I've never been one to obsess. I'm always on shuffle.

6. What movie(s) never fail to make you shed a tear?
any animal movie, damn.

7. Clothing-wise, are there any purchases you want to make soon?
I need to buy shoooooortttts. or dresses.

8. Do you have a Tumblr? Are you addicted? If you don't mind sharing, give us your URL! If you don't have a Tumblr, why not?
Nope.

9. Is your username on any site you use a reference to a song or movie or anything like that?
It's somewhat related to my obsession with living on an island that comes from Kingdom Hearts lol

10. Are there any upcoming events your excited for?
SPRING BREAK!! and of course, Animazement.

11. Are you annoyed by anybody on the Internet? (i.e. other survey takers on Xanga, YouTube "famous" people, people on Tumblr, people who Tweet too much, etc.)
some of the people that comment on blogs in revelife & momaroo lol. I'm not a Christian or a Mom but I read the top blogs a lot XD so I've been exposed to them.

12. Do you like to listen to the radio?
For a little while but I get tired of hearing the same things over and over.

13. Did you watch the Oscars? If so, are you happy with the outcome?
I was happy for the most part. I still think Inception should have won best score.

14. What are your plans for this summer, if you have any?
lol no plans... don't even know if Kurt's going to move back home or not.

15. Have you ever broke somebody's heart?
Nooo

16. Which band that you listen to has the best lyrics, in your opinion?
i don't listen to lyrics really lol<---lyrics are the best part....... pretty much everything I listen to has amazing lyrics. I listen to the radio for the brainless shit. Then I download the songs like 10 years later for nostalgia purposes.

17. How do you find out about news?
xanga top blogs hahah worst. And a forum I go on.

18. Do you have any plans for spring break?
Myrtle Beach! Me and every other college student in the USA. lol.

19. Which is the best studio, in your opinion — Dreamworks, Disney, or Nickelodeon?
Disney.

20. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary, middle, and high school?
same thing as now, pretty much.

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I want you to know I'll never stop loving you

This is gonna be a deep survey. Can you handle it?
suuuuuure..

Promise not to lie on these?
Yep.

If you were 12 and you could see yourself now, would you be disappointed?
lol my 12 year old self would probably be confused as to why I fight with Kurt so much, the 12 year old me would probably worship the ground he walks on lol. But I think I'd be happy to see that basically everything I dreamed of happened, just not as perfectly as I hoped.

Who did you have a meaningful conversation with last?
Kuuuurt I guess?

What are your plans for this coming week?
MYRTLE BEACH WITH HOLT! SPRING BREAK 2011<3

Who was the last person you talked to at school?
damn. I didn't talk to anybody at school today lol. I only went to my 1 class and I don't know any body. If I went to Media Studies I would have talked to Amanda and Jordan but I skipped =P

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
just getting out of bed.

Do you wear eyeliner?
it would be in my survival kit if I ever made one. I feel so icky without it.

Are you gonna get high later?
no thanks, loser.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Kurt

Did anything cute happen in the last week?
idk.. lol. Too many things happen in 1 day, it seems.

Has anyone put their arm around you in the last 5 days?
Yeah.

How many times have you cried this week?
Uhmmm. I don't know if I've cried this week. I can't remember when Kurt got up and drove away lol I didn't cry till he took forever to get back though cuz I was mainly just angry.

What are you wearing on your feet?
nothiiiin'

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
seven, but that's not counting the estimate of tossing and turning.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a tongue ring?
No.

Have you kissed a guy with a tattoo?
Nope.

Does it bother you when someone hides things from you?
It only bothers me when Derek hides things from me. I always want him to talk to me about what's on his mind, but I don't think he wants to.<--this. Except replace Kurt with Derek lol.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
I'm a AFTERNOON person. I get tired during the morning and the night lol. Unless it's a summer night & I'm outside. Then I'm a night person.

Last thing to truly upset you?
Whenever Kurt left and like he sometime says suicidal things like he doesn't really care about his life cuz all he cares about is making others happy (and he's religious so I really don't get not valuing his own life..) so I was thinking about what if did something dumb like purposely got into a car wreck but as soon as I started crying he walked through the door lol.

Favorite day of the week?
Friday.

Do you know anyone who is bisexual?
not really, anymore. The whole world was in early high school.

Where would I have found you last night at 12?
going to bed.

Do you hate anyone at this moment in time?
no

Are you wearing any jewelry?
nope.

Do you want a small or big wedding?
small... in all honesty, I just want the dress and the decorations. I don't want to be the center of attention and I really don't want to dance. . haha.

Have you ever felt replaced?
Definitely.

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Friday, February 18, 2011

I was wrong, I never knew what it was like to be alone on a valentines day

First of All
Your name: Brooke
Age: 18
Gender: Girl.
Sexual preference: Men.

The Exes
How many exes do you have? zero
Name them:

Who did you go out with for the longest amount of time? Kurt
Shortest?
Do you still talk to any of your exes?
Still feel anything for any of them?
Which was your most significant relationship? Kurt

Relationships gone bad
Who is your worst ex?
What went so wrong with the relationship?
Would you ever consider going back to that person?
Why or why not?
Were you in love with them? .
If so, was it unrequited or did they love you back? -
When did you break up?
How long were you together for?
Do you still miss this person?
Still think about them?
Dream about them?
Long for them?
Do you two still speak?
If you could change one thing about the relationship, what would it be?
Would you like to try again?
Why or why not?
Do you forgive them?

Current love life
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? Yes.
Where did you meet? on the internet lol on yahoo messenger.
How long have you been together? 2 years
What is their name? Kurt
What is their age? eighteen.
Who asked who out? didn't really ask each other. I had to ask if he considered me his girlfriend lol
Who liked who first? We both liked each other.
Did you two date before you became a couple? Nope.
Describe your first date: he flew to NC from NJ and stayed at my house for a week.
What attracted you to this person? He's funny.
Worst quality? he's a little too hyper active sometimes lol and he has like a long line of girls that have crushes on him
How do you feel about your relationship with them? It's fun =]
What was your first kiss like? horrible lol at least from me. I had no idea what I was doing.
What is the strongest part of your relationship? being best friends & being able to talk about everything pretty much
Weakest? religious differences, I'm introverted while he's extraverted.
Can you relate to them on an emotional level? yeah
Were you sexually attracted to them the first time you laid eyes on them? yeahhh lol
Do you remember the exact date you became official? Ever? February 2009. There's no specific day XD
When was the last time you saw them? like an hour ago. And I'll see him again after I go to bed after this survey.
Have you told them you loved them? yes
Have they told you? yes
Describe this person in one sentence: silly boy.
Is this the most meaningful relationship you've been in? Yes.
How often do you two fight? lol a lot now that we live together
When was the last time you fought? uhh wasn't a legit fight but I got mad because he never does stuff when I ask him too. I was asking him to switch the air conditioning to heat cuz I was freezing to death. And just I cook every night and when I want him to cook for me for once I have to BEG him to do it. And the other night when I asked him to put his clothes up he never did so I had to throw them into the rubermaid container just to get them out of the way.
What is the biggest fight you've ever had? I don't even remember how it started but I got really upset that he wouldn't talk to me because 'communcation is the key' but he just stays silent every time he gets upset and won't tell me what I did to upset him.
How do you usually make up? Apologizing.
Have you ever cried in front of them? lol like every day.
What PDAs are you two fond of? I only kiss every once a while but he wants to do it all the time in front of my parents and stuff so I'm like stopppp! hand holding and if he grabs my ass (if we're not with my parents...) thats fine lol
Do you feel this relationship will last? it's complicated since he's from NJ so I don't know exactly what he's going to do for school next year, stay here or move back, but for now he's trying to stay here.

Thoughts on love
Do you believe in soulmates? yes and no
Should gay couples be allowed to adopt? yes
Why/why not? Because they're just as capable of raising a child as anyone else. <--Word. <--- yeeeah. < same < yes < mhm. <yep.
Should they be allowed to marry? yes
Have you ever passionately kissed someone of the same sex? No. I had a dream about it once though, lol.
Do you want to get married? Yes but I only want the dress hahah I like.. don't want the rest of the wedding.
Do you believe that open relationships are okay? No.
Have you ever had a one night stand? No.
What are your feelings on casual sex? No.

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don't go wasting your emotion; lay all your love on me

Do you think teenagers are looked down on by older people?
Yeah. But they act like idiots a lot of the time. I can respect a teenager if they act mature. Otherwise, no.

Do you have a solid group of friends or a bunch of friends from a lot of different groups?
I've always been the 'different group' type, but in college I feel like I just have a bunch of random friends and not really any groups.

Can you usually tell when someone in particular is lying to you? If so, who?
not really.

Who would you love to be trapped in an elevator with?
idk. Being trapped in the elevator is pretty freakin scary. I got stuck by myself the other day but it was only for a few minutes, thank God. I was shaking when I got out.

Do you know anyone who has let drugs get the better of them?
yeah kinda.

Have you ever realized you had feelings for someone when it was too late to have anything with him/her?
No.

Was your high school graduation more emotional or exciting?
Exciting.

Describe your favorite summer night from this past summer.
all the nights in Orlando with my Kurtle<3.

Do you get disappointed in yourself often?
Yeah I guess.

Are you currently waiting for something? If so, what?
Me to get tired lol Kurt went to bed already..

Who do you think brings out the best in you and why?
Uhmm. I dunno lol.

Do you know any girls who obsess over their boyfriends' every move and do things like read their texts/e-mails etc.?
lol if I get bored I read some of my boyfriends facebook stuff but that's justs cuz he's funny and most of his friends have me added as well. I read his texts once but he basically let me do it lol.

When is the last time you felt extremely comfortable?
laying in bed this morning, lol.

What exactly does it mean to have 'chemistry' with someone? Have you ever experienced this feeling?
Just.. everything feels right? lol. Like spill canvas lyrics "I was constructed for you & you were molded for me"

Do you find that you have a better time hanging out with boys than girls?
idk. I like having a mix. But at least in the case of Kurt's friends, I had a much better time hanging out with his guy friends then around his girl friends.

Has anyone ever told you that they didn't think they were good enough for you?
No.

When was the last time you were in a potentially dangerous situation?
Uhh. When I was stuck in the elevator lol.

Is there anyone who always has and always will be there for you no matter what?
Holt and I'm sure Taylor would be as well even though we don't talk as much anymore.

Have you ever invited someone over with just the intent of hooking up with him/her?
lol no. I don't do that sort of thing.

Do you believe that there is one person out there for everyone?
I think there's probably more than 1 person since people re-fall in love all the time, just in different ways. But I guess there's always 1 'perfect' person or something.

Has anyone ever liked you so much that it creeped you out?
Uhhh no not really.

Who has the best body out of everyone you know?
Lauren, I guess.

What's the last thing you gave up on?
reading for belief in weird things lol

Do you believe you belong where you live? If so, why? If not, where do you think you belong?
Ugh no I don't not belong in Asheboro. I grew up in Raleigh where I pretty much had everything I wanted within a 5 minute drive. Here I have to drive 30 minutes to go to Greensboro which is super ghetto just to go to Target...

Have you ever kissed someone while drunk who you know you would never kiss sober?
I've never been drunk.

Have you ever tried something numerous times before you finally got it right?
I'm sure.

What's unique about the town/city you're from that you wouldn't find in every other town/city?
Allentown lol uhhhh I have no idea what would be special about it. I love Raleigh though. It's just a feel good place, aestically pleasing, and has shopping and entertainment every where.

Do you know anyone named Stephen? Is he good looking?
Yes and ehh he's okay.

Is there a difference between a crush and actually liking someone?
I guess crush could happen even if you don't know them that well but liking them is liking them for their personality as well.

Is there something that you just can't let go of, no matter how much you'd like to?
not that I know of.

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